Interests:
psychology ; occult/paranormal; human biology ; true crime; extreme weather; geisha culture; foreign languages; social justice; animal rights; anime/manga; video games; writing ; drawing; reading; BDSM/kink**Main Fandoms: **
Banana Fish | Shin Megami Tensei/Persona | Devil May Cry (multi) | Drakengard/NieR | D.Gray-man | Final Fantasy (multi) | Nitro+CHiRAL | Metal Gear Solid/Rising | Fire Emblem: Three Houses | Yu-Gi-Oh!Note: I talk about my FFXIV character, Cain Delacroix, quite a bit. I like tinkering around with mods and Concept Matrix for both creative and degenerate purposes. Expect artsy-fartsy, story-driven screenshots as well as just straight-up porn.
FAVES
[MUSIC]
Angelspit, Billy Idol, The Birthday Massacre, Britney Spears, Chelsea Wolfe, Cocteau Twins, Combichrist, The Cure, D’espairsRay, Depeche Mode, Dir en grey, Emilie Autumn, Evanescence, Faye Wong, The FLIR, Gackt, Gary Numan, Kidneythieves, Koda Kumi, KoЯn, Lara Fabian, Linkin Park, Masayoki Soken, Namie Amuro, Nobuo Uematsu, Rob Zombie, Samantha James, SHINee, Slipknot, Shoji Meguro, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Utada Hikaru[BOOKS]
Series:
Artemis Fowl, Beautiful Monsters, Captive Prince, Lord of the Rings, Lord of the White Hell, The Vampire Chronicles
Standalone:
Divine Comedy, Empress, The Hunchback of Notre Dame, Memoirs of a Geisha, Peony In Love, Peter Pan, Snow Flower and the Secret Fan, White Oleander[MANGA/MANHUA]
Adekan, Angel Sanctuary, Ayashi no Ceres, Banana Fish, Black Butler, Bloody Mary, The Cain Saga/Godchild, D.Gray-Man, Death Note, Fullmetal Alchemist, Gravitation, Karneval, Loveless, Mo Dao Zu Shi, Naruto, No. 6, Seraph of the End, SAKURAN, Servamp, Shaman King, Ten Count, YASHA, Yu-Gi-Oh[MOVIES]
But I’m A Cheerleader, Ginger Snaps, How To Train Your Dragon, Lord of the Rings, Memoirs of a Geisha, Moulin Rouge, NANA, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Notre Dame de Paris, PROMARE, Queen of the Damned, Repo! The Genetic Opera, Sakuran, Scream, Spirited Away, Thirteen, White Oleander, The Witch[TV SHOWS]
Attack On Titan, Avatar: The Last Airbender, Banana Fish, Black Butler, Blue Exorcist, Chrono Crusade, Criminal Minds, D.Gray-man, Death Note, Fullmetal Alchemist, Gurren Lagann, Hannibal, HunterxHunter, JoJo's Bizarre Adventure, Loveless, Mo Dao Zu Shi, Naruto, No. 6, Panty & Stocking with Garterbelt, Sailor Moon, Shaman King, Seraph of the End, Soul Eater, The Untamed, Word of Honor, Yu-Gi-Oh!, Yuri!!! On Ice, Yu Yu Hakusho[VIDEO GAMES]
Series:
Devil May Cry, Drakengard/Nier, Final Fantasy, Jak and Daxter, Kingdom Hearts, The Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild/Tears of the Kingdom, Metal Gear Solid/Rising, Shin Megami Tensei/Persona, Tales Of
Standalone:
Dead By Daylight, Fire Emblem: Three Houses[VISUAL NOVELS]
DRAMAtical Murder, Dramatical Murder Re:Connect, Lamento: Beyond the Void, Sweet Pool, Togainu No Chi
Basic Info
✦ 30+
✦ queer
✦ married
✦ childfree
✦ witch
✦ writer
✦ half-baked artistGoogle Zoe Hanji from Attack on Titan, and you’ll have a pretty accurate idea of my personality and physical appearance.We live in a world that requires you to label everything, including sexuality. I generally just call myself “queer” since it’s inclusive and it lets someone else do the job of picking labels if they absolutely need one. If you know, you know.I’m a vegetarian and have been for over a decade. That said, it is not the focus of my social media presence. I’m not interested in justifying why I won’t eat animals, nor in riding people’s asses about why they do. Be chill with how I choose to eat, and I’ll return the favor. Pig, dog, cow, crab, octopus, cat, or bird meat are all the same to me — neither is more ethical nor more evil to consume over the other. If someone’s curious about a plant-based diet ("hey, do you have any ____ recs?"), I don't mind helping, but I’m not here to proselytize.I do practice witchcraft; no, I'm not a Wiccan. Don't bother preaching about the Rule of Three or stuff like that — I don’t abide by it. I am unlikely to discuss much (if anything) about my practice on main. I do not follow the Right-Hand Path but also do not believe in causing needless harm.I refuse to provide a list of my mental illnesses and/or triggers for strangers. You can probably figure out a few if you're nosy enough to dig.
✗ WARNINGS ✗
I despise all manner of cruelty, violence, and harassment towards actual human beings. This does not translate to passing judgment of how people engage with fictional beings; one's tastes in fiction are not an indication of their innate values.Fiction is the playground of the mind, with the understanding that what's okay in the box isn't okay once you leave. Content creators only owe you trigger warnings/tags so you can decide whether you wish to engage with it. If you ignore those warnings, the fault is your own for not policing yourself online.I try to warn for sensitive topics when possible for those that have terms blacklisted. That said, I refuse to apologize for my tastes in fiction and will not entertain others' pearl-clutching. If any of the following is triggering or otherwise distasteful to you, this is your warning.⚠️ TW/CW [ All Fictional ] ⚠️● incest
● rape/noncon/dubcon (includes somnophilia)
● age gaps; underage; minor/adult ships
● blood / violence
● body horror
● "abusive" relationships or dynamics
● "problematic" relationships or dynamics
● BDSM (consensual kink)
● sadism + masochism (not within a kink setting)
● non-human entities: demons, monsters, supernatural beings, etc.
● A/B/O; omegaverse
Before you Follow...
See also: "Why was I blocked?”If you fit the following criteria, we likely aren't going to get along and I would ask that you don't follow me. Keep in mind that I don’t use blocklists — I don’t like relying on others to curate my timeline for me — so if you’re blocked, it’s likely because:❖ You're a bigot. I want nothing to do with you if you are anti-LGBTQ, anti-social justice, anti-Semitic, a SWERF, or a TERF.❖ You're a minor. My account is R18 for a reason: I have no desire to interact with minors, and zero obligation to play babysitter. If you wander into adult spaces after several warnings, it’s your own fault if you end up upset over something you see.❖ You identify yourself as an "anti" or engage in shipping discourse. I don't care what people ship nor what they do to lines on paper. Unless actual harm is being done to actual people, I don’t give a shit. This sums up my overall mentality towards fandom, and towards life in general.
Note: I frequently run Blockchain. Chances are if I don’t know you, you got caught from there and likely for good reason.❖ You are pro-censorship of fiction, especially the darker or more taboo variety. I don’t believe one has to be a victim to write dark content, nor that anyone owes a stranger their trauma to justify their creative works.
Note: I don’t personally apply the labels of pro-ship/FAIA/🌈🍖/anti-anti/etc to myself. I disagree with the idea that such broad labels guarantee safety or are a promise of community. Simply know that I will never, ever judge you for what you enjoy in fiction.❖ You're sex-negative and/or kink-negative. I don't care what consenting adults do.
✔ Yes, this includes the controversial kinks like DDLG or anthro (“furry”).
✔ Yes, this includes outright paraphilias if consent is not violated. I do not believe thought = action.❖ You consistently pick fights with vegans/vegetarians. If you’re the type who feels the need to wax poetic about a bloody slab of meat when someone discusses tofu, you’re an immature asshole and getting blocked.❖ You blocked me. I usually do the polite thing and return the favor.❖ You made some grandiose “block me if you ____” post, so I simply did as you asked. I’d rather take you up on it quietly, rather than give you the discourse/attention you clearly wanted.❖ You're a toxic person and/or an asshole in general. This is a broad statement, but if you feel a twinge in some way about this one... chances are that, yes, it's about you.THAT SAID: I know blockchain often catches innocents in its web. If you feel you were blocked in error, DM me or message me on my CuriousCat with your Twitter handle. I'm willing to have a civil discussion if you so wish.
